Hmm... I might be able to go to my friend's birthday party on Saturday... And maybe go to Panama* too... Or only one of the two... The uncertainty of going and not going fluctuates by the hour. I guess I will know for sure if I'll be able to go Saturday afternoon.
I tend to not go to birthday parties if I don't have a present. Somewhere in my mind there is a red banner with the words: "Don't go empty handed". I'm glad they don't mind that I come by empty handed. One of my friends once said: "Your presence is what is important." Hearing that again in my mind gives me a warm feeling and makes me cheery. I am easy to please, when I am amongst friends who care about what you think and do. I can be myself, whenever I am with them. They are funny, sweet and very differs from each other but they all have their own unique shinning star. A glow, that fills me with warmth which brings out my happy smile. Something that doesn't appear often.
I think I need to uphold a sort of tradition a paper crane... Or shall I just give that to him another time >.< like the time he lost one of the cranes and I had to make a new one for him? I guess the red banner is messing with me again... Hmm... The clock is ticking, but time will not slow down so decisions have to be made tagged along by priorities... "I wanna go!" *pouts*
But! I should look at this situation day by day and tomorrow or it is actually already tomorrow, since it is Friday morning, I will go out and use my I-gotU! I want to know if I will be able to use it before I go on vacation. I will do two things at the same time tomorrow, because during the GPS tracking I will go shopping for my possible last round of looking for things to bring along with me to Singapore.
ZZzzz... ZzzZzz.... Why am I still up? Night night everyone >.<