A new chapter in my life should have started by now, but circumstances as usual always stops me from going forward a bit faster. Rolling down the hill has been happening a lot too, these few months. I am glad I had a travel vacation, if I did not have one I would have been trying to climb up the hill non stop without relaxing one bit.
I tend to forget to eat, when I am writing or busy with something else I have to finish. Whenever I forget to eat lunch my stomach will growl at dinnertime. Breakfast, lunch and dinner was a forced routine during my vacation which makes it difficult to forget to eat. At home and when I go to work lunch is the only standard. When I do eat breakfast it is a forced action, because I don’t have an appetite in the mornings. Sometimes I become sick by drinking milk alone, don’t talk about orange juice that will make my tummy turn.
I guess I am healthier during my travel vacation, when it comes to eating… But one routine still makes everything difficult. Being able to sleep, a well rested sweet dream’s sleep. One where you go to bed and wake up at the time, where you are supposed to wake up. Not in the middle of the night or hours before your alarms go off.
*Sigh* All I want to do now is role over a road that is not so bumpy so that I can reach my goal and be a bit closer to the top of my life.
By the way, the travel vacation was great! Both Vienna and Budapest are beautiful cities :3