I am going to celebrate my birthday at one of my friends house, but the condition for using her house is... Is that I have to invite the guy, who confuses me to my birthday party. Yeeeh... *sarcastic yeeeh... sigh*
Seriously how am I going to ask him that question?! It is certain that the sentence someone said: "<my name>, help him to find a woman." Isn't helping me at all. But it would be a great reason for inviting him with another single friend. Hey, I have friends who are single too who will be there... I know for a fact, that my friend who made the condition wouldn't like that part if the other guy isn't her type of guy. *Hahaha* But wouldn't it be funny, when his friend is super outgoing compared to the confusing guy during the party? I would be seriously surprised, because the confused guy is super social at work. Apart from that, he really can charm anybody even when he doesn't know it. I often think, am I intimidating? What did I do, that you can't talk to me normally!
Buuuh... So, when I have fulfilled my condition I have to have proof of it. The horrible thing about a screenshot from my mobile phone is that I won't be satisfied by it. Somehow I'd rather ask him face-to-face, because e-mail, office communicator and whatsapp messages always makes me even more confused. The guy, who confuses me, can hardly talk to me but when I send him a message he replies to it shortly and not just a few sentences. The sentences are accompanied by smilies. He replies with emoticons! Every time I get those replies I become even more confused. It is completely different from how he acts face-to-face. And strangely enough the emoticons makes me smile because now I can quietly enjoy his dazzling gorgeous smile, without thinking of hiding my face. I love guys, who have a gorgeous smile. *giggles*
But I get annoyed when I don't see his facial expression when we talk face-to-face. He tends to turn his face away and him being taller than me makes it even worse! If I can't see your face, I can't see the subcontext of your words. I won't even guess, whether he is embarrassed or is blushing because now I get irritated first. I just think, you are being rude... And I want to show that feeling by punching his arm or something! His arm I can reach and I am certain it will hurt my fist more than his broad arms! *Gao!*
So what will my strategy be? I have no idea! And if he avoids me not only just today but also tomorrow I might just stop trying. I will than definitely fail the condition.
Line of today: "Dang it!"