I went to school, high school, university, had part time jobs during these chapters of my life. I felt sad, angry, happy, any emotion imaginable or unimaginable before those events. I grew from every event, may it be becoming a darker person in mind or just lighter/brighter. The thing I enjoyed during this proces was learning. I still love to learn, so I guess I will be a student of life forever.
The steps that one tell you when you are young are guidelines, but I have never followed them. Not that I have never tried, but things never went as planned. It took me three years or more to find M and now that I have him, everything... Just everything doesn't feel as planned.
My plans or should I say goals are reachable, but the plan to claiming and accomplishing the goal is never as planned. So I guess I should have known that my relationship with M wouldn't go as planned either, right? I guess "Love isn't enough", when there is an impasse with ones plans? At the moment, being pessimistic as I am. I don't think this will end well *smile*.